I guess it was satisfying, the fact that I could finally do hardcore work.
Seems like the beginning symptomes of workaholism.

The conversation today made me realise that maybe its not the problem of saying no,
nor is it the problem of trying to satisfy everybody.
Maybe its the desire to push myself to the brink everytime,
that I know I couldnt have done anymore.
Its nothing to do with being afraid of disappointing others,
its the fear of disappointing myself.



Tiring as it is, i think its rewarding.
I believe hard work will pay,
in the meantime, take delight in the little things,
in that there is beauty in the thorns and joy in the bitter.



Sometimes the reward is hidden in the most unlikely of places (:

I actually like torturous training sessions.
Not like those track or marathon running kind, i hate running.
But if its running around in a game doing something, i like it alot.
Cause its alot more entertaining, I mean like how exciting can running on a track be.
Might as well run and try to score a goal/run/touchdown.

The trainings when we were younger felt much tougher.
I guess the older we get, the more diplomatic we have to be.
Never will you see the same kind of training we had in tk over here.
Duckwalk, eat grass, shout across the field.
Do that here and you'll have no players.

Seriously, if we feel we are old enough to be not treated like kids.
I think then we would have to not act like kids.
Its just plain ridiculous to not want hard training but still expect to be good.
Hardwork is hard, but it works.

Dont give up, friends.

Goodbye!
I have gone to help the economy!
I shall be back soon!

my sentiments, exactly.

As I walked back home tonight I wondered,

if the trees grew any taller,
if the smell in the evening air was any more exciting,
if the flowers thought of me,
if the road thought I felt heavier,
if the leaves were waving hi,
if the cars were trying to smile.
if there were any newly painted walls,
or cars that were new to the place.

As I walked home I wondered,
Did I really miss home that much?

And as I continued walking home I answered myself.
Yes, yes, I absolutely did.

(:

Feels like whats happening, i hope not really..

His etchings are srsly ossum.
Really too much time to draw and invent amazing stuff like this.
I think its because last time there were no internets.
Only got hornets.